Toxic is us — Summary

KGBlackAngry

Your walls, I don't like them! Take them down. Let me drown you.

We're not good for each other. Leave each other, Broken in the rain And kiss Later in the day.

Let me break you, I beg you. I'll be gentle when I kill you slowly, With my love.

You never realized, That I could've been your number one

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Here, a speaker addresses a lover in language that mixes tenderness with threat. They want the other person's walls taken down, yet the way they ask is violent: "Let me drown you," "Let me break you." The speaker even admits the two are "not good for each other," and imagines leaving each other "broken in the rain," only to kiss again later in the day. That small detail shows a cycle of hurting and making up that neither seems able to escape.

The most unsettling line is the promise to be "gentle when I kill you slowly, / With my love." Love and harm become the same thing, which makes the speaker sound both devoted and dangerous. The closing lines drop the intensity into something quieter and sadder: "You never realized, / That I could've been your number one." After all the aggression, the mood turns to regret and longing, as if the real wound is not being chosen. The poem feels raw, intense, and a little bitter.

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