5 months later

what i thought what could be forever was simple just a scintilla. a flash of light. here and gone. time has passed, i still write about you. i still think about what could have been. but i can't keep what doesn't want me and what doesn't want to stay. i just wish i held you longer. i wish i could have told you i loved you instead of yelling at you. even though we've said our goodbyes i still love you and i don't think anyone will love you as much as me. i never wanted to leave i never wanted to have to turn my back on you but sometimes that's just how things have to be. i loved you then and i love you now. please don't forget about me and everything we used to be.