The waves of my thoughts — Summary

lilgirliiContemplative

I slowly drift on the waves of my thoughts The rocks that I bump into Are sharp and hard But some spots are covered with green moss The assiduity of the never ending flow The incessant onslaught of garbage That floats along with me On that river of my thoughts We are what we make ourselves to be We can be whatever we want to be Who are we really, Behind our pressured imagination and creation? Did I make myself? Did I create myself? The rocks don’t provide me with an answer and the garbage just drifts So do I, simply float, my jaw held stiff The river is like a mirror And I cut myself on its sharp edges The blood leaves behind me, a crimson trail Of uncertainty, of unknown

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The speaker pictures their thoughts as a river and floats along it, unable to steer. Along the way they bump into hard, sharp rocks, though a few spots are softened by green moss, so the journey isn't entirely harsh. Garbage drifts alongside them, which suggests the constant clutter of unwanted thoughts that never stops arriving.

Then the poem turns to a bigger question. We're told we can be whatever we want, but the speaker wonders who we are underneath the pressure to invent ourselves. "Did I make myself?" gets no reply from the rocks or the trash, and the speaker simply floats on, jaw clenched, which hints at tension and quiet resignation. In the last lines the river becomes a mirror, and looking at oneself hurts: the speaker is cut on its edges, leaving a crimson trail behind. The mood is anxious, reflective and a little bleak, ending on uncertainty rather than any answer.

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