Stillness — Summary

Do you ever get that feeling, A small surge in your chest That tells you this place isn't right I don't belong here I'm uncomfortable?

A feeling that no matter where You go, what you do, or who you see Tells you this isn't real, This isn't right, Run away or fight

Although the world around you, Nature in all its glorious forms Calling to you to be at peace, Soothes you for a time, That feeling lingers.

In the dark recesses of you mind, It festers and boils, Until once again it consumes you.

When walking in your home pains you, And sleep is a monster in itself. For if you sleep, you gain some respite, But upon waking that feeling, One of dread, Is so palpable in the air you can taste it.

When you want to be nowhere, When all you want is time to pass by, To not exist, To join the chaos of that eternal sleep.

That is when you know you are lost. So unable to get over that feeling, Not belonging anywhere, Not feeling happy or safe anywhere, You sit, you read, you let the world move around you.

And in that stillness, You finally feel nothing.

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Logan Brosemer's "Stillness" describes a constant, nagging sense of being in the wrong place. The speaker talks to "you" throughout, as if trying to find out whether the reader has ever felt the same unease: a small surge in the chest, a feeling that nothing is quite real, and an urge to run or fight. Even nature, which should bring peace, only soothes the speaker for a while before the feeling returns.

As the poem goes on, the mood darkens. Home becomes painful, sleep offers only brief relief, and waking brings a dread so strong you can "taste it." The speaker begins to wish for time to pass or even to stop existing, which the poem calls "that eternal sleep." The ending is quiet and bleak. The speaker sits, reads, and lets the world move past, and in that stillness feels "nothing." The calm of the title is not peace but numbness, and that makes the poem feel heavy and sad.

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