Tacenda — Summary

Could you please be a bit more mature, For an adult, about who you are you're quite unsure. I need you to be my rock, Because adulthood is right around the block.

I wish I could depend on you, I wish you could come through. Yet I'm the one who gives you all the comfort I'm the one who has to calm you down at night, Your every fear and insecurity I have to fight.

You tell everyone about the tragedy of your daughter for what sympathy? And then I have to deal with your neverending toxicity.

I'm never enough always doing something wrong, Your list of complaints about me goes on and on. Shouldn't you love me the way I am, Shouldn't you be the one keeping me calm?

Could you please be an adult for just once in your life, I understand your past was filled with hardships and strife, But I'm the child and you're the adult, With these words I really don't mean to insult.

But I guess all this is better left unsaid, Because I still love you.. but if these words were ever read, I hope you understand, I hope you know that even after all this I'd still hold your hand.

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Meeka's poem is a letter the speaker will probably never send, addressed to a parent who leans on their child instead of the other way round. The speaker is nearly an adult but is already acting as the grown-up at home: calming the parent at night, fighting off their fears, and absorbing their complaints. The parent also seems to seek sympathy by telling others about a daughter's tragedy, and the speaker is left to deal with the fallout.

The feelings here pull in two directions. There is frustration and exhaustion in the repeated pleas to "be an adult," and hurt in the line about never being enough. But the speaker also shows understanding, acknowledging that the parent's past was full of hardship, and ends with love that hasn't gone away. The mood is weary and raw, yet tender. The plain, almost conversational rhyme makes it feel like a private confession, and the final promise to "still hold your hand" turns the poem from complaint into quiet loyalty.

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