I'm sorry — Summary

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I'm sorry about who I am I'm sorry I exist I'm sorry I'm a stupid bitch I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit I'm sorry I'm an asshole I'm sorry I make you feel ill I'm sorry I can't do anything right I'm sorry for not killing myself with a poison pill I'm sorry for being alive I'm sorry for me being me If you don't want me to be alive and well Why don't you help me kill myself?

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Every line of "I'm sorry" repeats the same opening, and that repetition is the poem's engine. What begins as an ordinary apology slides into something much darker: the speaker apologizes not for any action but for being alive at all. The insults they use against themselves, the sense of making others feel ill, and the regret at not having died all point to deep self-hatred and a belief that they are a burden.

The mood is raw, heavy, and painfully direct. There is no metaphor or softening, just blunt statements stacked on each other, which makes the despair feel unfiltered. The final two lines shift the tone. The speaker turns from apology to a challenge, asking why, if they are so unwanted, no one will help them die. It reads less like calm resolve and more like a desperate, hurting plea. Judging by the poem alone, it captures how isolating that kind of pain can feel. If it resonates with you personally, talking to someone you trust, or a local crisis line, can help.

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