Lost

I feel like I'm drowning, Enveloped in darkness, Losing air and falling, Unable to struggle, I feel like I'm flying, So naïve, so young, I don't notice a thing, I'm still drowning, Why can't I find you? I can't find you, so lost, Drowning, descending, I'm asking questions, With one foot in the grave, With the other striving, For an answer long gone, Tell me, just tell me, I can't find you, I can't find you, But, Do you even want to be found?