Nightmares — Summary

oɥɔʎsdAnxious

Somewhere in the clouds The moon sang to me I overheard it Talking to the stars

I see A house, my house And You in the window You take one look at me, a look of disgust And walk away

The room shifts

I'm all alone now Looking through the very window you stood at Looking down at myself

Am I a hypocrite— Am I a hypocrite for looking down at that same girl who stood there, in disgust

I'm not afraid of the monster under my bed A room full of snakes Or a gun to my head

What truly scares me is this nightmare It's worse than I could've ever imagined Your face That stupid face you make when you act like you care

For I stand there shaking myself Telling myself to wake up Yet the only response I get Is "But you're already awake..."

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The speaker describes what seems to be a dream: she sees her own house and a person she addresses as "You" in the window, who looks at her with disgust and walks away. Then the room shifts, and she is the one at the window, looking down at herself. That reversal prompts an uneasy question: is she a hypocrite for judging the girl she used to be, or for judging herself at all?

The middle of the poem turns to fear. Monsters, snakes and guns don't frighten her. What does is the other person's face, especially the false look of concern they put on. The ending is the bleakest part. She tells herself to wake up, and the only answer is "But you're already awake..." The nightmare isn't a dream at all. The mood is eerie, lonely and quietly painful, and the poem suggests that being hurt by someone who pretends to care can be scarier than any imagined danger.

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