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I walk around you, carefully, not to wake you from your sleeping state: The way you look makes everything so clear. It's clear, but it's not good. Good is when all is well, and all is not well. All is well when both parties feel the same way, feel like they belong: you don't - I do what is there to say, when I can only watch you from the outside? There are no holes in you that i can use to my advantage! you stay closed. Maybe you unlock for others! You leave me wondering, craving, starving. Feed me from within, save me all around. Crash into me, hollow me and then fill me up. Just be. Be near and be for me.