Unspoken Words

There are so many things I haven't said. So many things I want to tell you. So many things I want to do with you. So many urges that I wish to share with you. Only with you. You're the only one for me. yet.. I haven't told you all the things I wanted to say. I'm sorry.. that I've been hiding everything that means so much.. But I just wanted to say.. I love you. I love you so much that it hurts. Anything mean or rude I say, those are all lies. None of those are true. And they'll never become true. I have wanted to say "I'm sorry" to you so many times but never could. I truthfully don't know why. Why I can't open up to you easily. No matter how much I want to. This is only the beginning of what I want to say.. There are just too many things.. Too many unsaid words Too many secrets that haven't been told... And there will come a time where I can say everything I want to...