He Loved Me. — Summary

He loves me. He says so every day. He loves me. He kissed her. He loves me. He says he didn’t mean it. He loves me. He didn’t come home tonight. He loves me. He came back in the morning intoxicated. He loves me. He punched me. He loves me. He’s yelling that I don’t deserve him. He loves me. I’m lying on the floor. He’s leaving. I’m crawling towards the phone. He’s gone. I’m talking to the police. “He loves me. He said so every day. He kissed her. He said he didn’t mean it. He didn’t come home last night. He came back this morning intoxicated. He punched me. He yelled. He’s gone.” They brought me in for questioning. I start to cry.

“ ... He loved me.”

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The poem follows a woman caught in an abusive relationship, and it shows how she keeps repeating "He loves me" even as the evidence piles up against it. Each time the line returns, it is followed by something that contradicts it: a kiss with another woman, a night away, a punch. The repetition sounds less like a statement of fact and more like something she tells herself to survive.

The turning point comes when she calls the police and recites what happened in a flat, bare list. The phrase "He loves me" is gone from her account, and the only trace is "He said so every day." Then she is brought in for questioning, and she cries. Her final line, "He loved me," shifts to the past tense, which suggests she is finally letting go of the belief she has clung to.

The mood is bleak and quietly painful. The short, plain lines make the violence feel stark, and the ending feels like grief and realization arriving together.

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