Asking — Summary

Lovely is it not? In silence you get lost. Covered in solitary frost. Will I ever be caught?

It's not isn't it? To mute your voice With the fear of making a final choice. Never been happy, even just a bit.

Have you ever used Novocain? Feel nothing Even if you're supposed to feel something. Like forgetting the taste of candy cane.

Have you ever been in love? With another person? Never have I ever have such feeling with no rhyme or reason. I lost what was sent from above.

Will I ever feel that? Uncertain to that question Underqualified for that competition. Will it be just like a hit from a bat?

Is love even more painful? I may never know, I've lost that capability. Just a numb pathetic vessel with ability. Is it bitter yet blissful?

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Spooks, with the subtitle "Asking," is a string of questions from a speaker who feels emotionally frozen. Early on, silence and "solitary frost" suggest someone who has withdrawn from the world, afraid of "making a final choice" and muting their own voice. They say they have never been happy, even a little.

The middle of the poem turns on a medical image: Novocain. The speaker compares themselves to a numbed mouth, unable to feel what they ought to, like forgetting the taste of candy cane. Then comes the central wondering: have they ever been in love? They say they have never felt it, and they wonder whether they've lost the ability altogether, calling themselves a "numb pathetic vessel."

The mood is lonely, hollow and quietly self-critical. Yet the closing question, "Is it bitter yet blissful?", shows curiosity and a faint longing. The speaker is numb, but not entirely without hope.

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