«it kills me…» — Summary

it kills me it makes me sick I'm drown inside my thoughts I don't feel like me the darkness consumes me

I keep telling myself, "you're okay you'll get through this things will get better"

when I know deep down

I'm Broken

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Taelintt's poem is a short, raw look at what it feels like to be overwhelmed by your own mind. The speaker opens with blunt, physical statements: "it kills me," "it makes me sick." Then comes the sense of drowning in thoughts and no longer recognizing themselves, with darkness taking over. Nothing is explained or dressed up, which makes the pain feel immediate.

The middle of the poem shows a small act of resistance. The speaker tries to comfort themselves with the kind of lines a friend might offer: "you're okay," "you'll get through this," "things will get better." But the poem doesn't let that hope last. The pause at "when I know / deep down" builds a moment of dread before the final admission, "I'm / Broken," where the word is split from the line and capitalized, so it lands hard. The mood is heavy, bleak and honest. The poem suggests how hard it can be to believe your own reassurances when the feeling underneath is stronger.

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