Sometimes...

Why? You may ask. Why do you choose to mutilate yourself? and honestly, I don't know what to say. Sometimes I want to feel the pain I force unto others. Sometimes I want to show people the emotional pain I'm in. Sometimes The pain inside me Becomes too great and i have nothing else. Sometimes I need the pain To help prove to myself That I'm a living human, when my emotions fail to show themselves even to me. Sometimes.