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Here i am again Drowning Crying And screaming

I'm drowning in a sea of black, blue and red Crying until my head hurts and I am numb and screaming to a void that doesn't seem to listen and doesn't seem to care

I'm drowning in my depression Crying black tears And screaming for help

I'm begging to gods I don't believe in, to end this pain, but all I hear is silence The ever so loud silence Its so loud Stop Stop Please stop I can't take this anymore