Who even cares that we didn't light up the candles;
Who even cares that we're not dining together;
Who even cares about a small picture in the corner and on it,
a pair of bright eyes looking at us?
Who even cares 'bout the unanswered 'Goodbyes';
Who even cares about the unheard 'By your sides';
Who even cares about the shattering sound in each day and of no sign of a worry once it may end?
Who even cares that all this only drifts anchored ships apart;
Who even cares that it sets the sun faster and faster towards each night?
No one cares that it brings a small heart to the verge of capacity and disables its might.
crack my bones to see me glow
break my heart and I'll give you my all
take my breath and I'll thank you
with my last gasp of air
rip my skin and I'll
make sure you're alright
smash my face and I'll tell
them it was an accident
because you could never wrong me
you just have you days
it's my fault
I made you into this monster
but this is all wrong
you should be holding me gently
but instead you're throwing me away
to the lions
The heart bleeds
The body longs
The mind yearns
It has been too long since I last saw your face
Your eyes – deep and intense
Your smile – innocent and kind
We found comfort in each other’s loneliness
But we didn’t stand a chance
Our love ran deep
But our roots were too easily pulled apart
We had our pasts
But we looked to the future
I can count on one hand the amount of times we saw each other
And how many of those that weren’t forbidden is even less
And then, suddenly, you were gone…
It has been many years since our eyes met across the room
Trying to find a way
That will make me feel the same
When i was younger and my mind
Wasn't overhelmed by pain
Emotions are drifting in my head
Trying to forget old wounds in my heart
Make me feel the same
When i was younger happier man.
Even though sometimes,
while we sleep,
Car tires sizzle over wet streets
And the rain washes the day away from the pavements,
The heart still wants to be an amnesiac.
hate me,
love me,
do what you want with me,
it is not the town itself,
but the people from whom i want to flee
i'm so deeply apologetic that my own feelings made you feel threatened
she puts her hand on my shoulder
and my heart flutters
it is when i'm reminded that other people think i deserve to die
do i look at her and let out a sigh
she is more beautiful than the sun
and in my heart she could easily win number one
but it is other people's beliefs
that make our fleeting moments brief
people will judge me
they will hate me
I want someone to care about me
in the same way I care about you.
I want someone to memorise little specific things about me
in the same way that i do for you.
I want someone to smile when they know they've made my day a little bit better
in the same way that I do for you.
I want someone to be scared to lose me,
to want to hold me,
to consider risking their life,
to cry themselves to sleep,
to put on a specific perfume,
to write me secret love notes only to never give them,
to think about me as the love interest of their story,
to relate the song to me,
to say that i was their childhood crush,
in the same way i do for you.
Sometimes I think I finally found the one in you.
Sometimes I wonder if you feel it too.
Because when I look at you I don't feel ashamed anymore.
Because when I look at you I see a true friend.
Someone I can trust with heart and soul.
Finally;
Finally my heart feels whole.
You ask me if I am okay when no one else would because no one else notices.
You laugh with me when no one else would because we have jokes in common no one else has.
And I will blush when you look at me.
And I will smile when you look away.
And when you hold me tight,
I can't help but feel like I am on a flight.
First and Last:
You are the first I'm not ashamed of
The first where I feel like I can be myself
Can you hear the endless happiness crying?
Just thinking about you is satisfying
You are the first I think about when I wake up
And the last when I go to sleep again
And there's nothing I would want to change
You are the first I truly adored and loved
With heart and soul;
Thus I ask:
Will you also be the last?
He said,
he got something to say
He is from a million years away..
Before I can even see his face,
I took the quickest way to escape..
Than he asked me my name
And I took that as a threat..
We crossed and fought
In the battle of thoughts
He asked me why
I'm always in rush
I said it's my fault,
I don't trust..
He said maybe he can help me,
I said sorry I'm in hurry..
His eyes made my heart swell
Hardest thing to do is to love someone
Who won't love you back
To be there for someone
Who wasn't there for you
To still see the best in somone
When all they tend to show is the worst..
To sacrifice for the self obsessed,
To cry without making a noise,
To choose someone over yourself,
Who will never choose you for you.
To choose the unworthy,
To give heaven to the devil,
To love someone who loves obsession more than love.
To be a giver for the taker,
To live with a restricted throat,
To neglect your truth,
The days go past
And we don't speak;
We don't write;
We don't chat.
When I am at school,
You are at home.
But when we do talk,
It's just like the old days;
Like it always was.
We pick up where we left off.
Because time doesn't matter;
Distance doesn't matter,
When we're connected by hearts.
For that reason,
We'll always be best friends.