I forgot the feeling of happiness.
I forgot what joy feels like.
I forgot the image of true smiles
I forgot how to be me.
I try to surpress what I think is vile:
A simple act; my heart beats and it skips.
By standing by the sides, watching you smile,
Always, it brings a curve up to my lips.
The smile you give me
When i see you looking at me
The smile you give me
When your name pops up on my phone
The smile you give me
When you act so cute and funny
The smile you give me
When you say i love you and kiss on my forehead
Wish these magical smiles
Last long forever .
The girl who loves to be alone
Now fears to be lonely
The girl who smiles easily
Now fake a smile
The girl who loves to hear music
Now lives in it
She isn't the same, she changed a lot
She stayed quiet for a reason
You know why, uh?
She wants to make them happy
She wants to make their problem go away
She loved them more than her
To give them happiness she lost her own
So she remained silent
I was in awe whenever she smiled.
Not because of how chalk-white
her nice teeth were, but how her smile always found a way
to be an accurate representation of perfection and innocence.
I mean...no matter how dark it was in my life,
She would simply smile
and everything dark would be devoured by the light illuminating from it.
Always finds a way to see me,
Flirts time and time again,
She stares deeply into my eyes,
I’m just a friend,
She laughs at all my jokes,
Smiles when I’m near,
Playfully touches me when close,
I’m just a friend,
Never afraid to send compliments my way,
Shows interest in anything I say or do,
Tells her closest friends and family about me,
I’m just a friend,
Charming,
Thoughtful,
Sweet,
Personable,
Sometimes I feel like giving up
Because there isn't anything left for me
But then
There is this one person
Who makes me feel better about myself
Who makes me smile even when I want to tear someone's head apart
But he doesn't know that
How much he makes me happy
Sometimes I want to run away
But I can't
every time I hold you I feel like I have everything right besides me
I touch your hand and play with you're fingers
you ask me "what are you doing " and I just smile and say "nothing "
you smile back and then hold my hand .
sometimes I do feel that you feel the same way when we are alone
I think im falling in love with you
you tell her that she's beautiful
She laughs and asks you how,
When theres a crack on her front tooth,
And all short nails which she bit from getting nervous ,
And when she closes her eyes and laughs how her eyebrows become wavy,
In her slightly potatoish nose,
And you wonder where she learnt that beauty lies upon your skin and outer appearance so that she thinks it covers, everything she holds within,
But she let's her mirror and society estimate her worth, which breaks my heart
She doesn't know how many life's she made better just by smiling
By simply being on this earth
He saw himself in numbers,
statistics, facts, logic.
He saw himself in numbers
that toyed with his mind.
The IQ emblazoned
across his forehead
didn’t tell of the eloquent
nature of his thoughts.
The vocabulary count
written on his lips
didn’t mention the convivial
nature of his lay.
The measures of his shoulders,
muscles, waist circumfrence,
were ignorant of his frame’s
skinny beauty.
Never has anyone ever told me I was pretty
So I can't help but smile when you do
Never has anyone ever loved me this way
So I don't wonder you're always here
Never has anyone ever been this witty
I still can't believe it's you
Never has anyone ever been there for me
Night and day; Feeling incomplete when you disappear
Good looks
Does not a king make
Nice hair
A smile
Does not a king make
Cute lips
An accent
White teeth
Does not a king make
So then
Tell me
What does?