There are so many things I have to say
But my body is a cage
I dropped them off along the way
And called myself a sage
I really wish I could have stayed
Or waited just a little while
But I'm frivolous
Ostentatious
Presumptuous
Sick
I'm going to be sick
years later
and I'm still too
shy to tell
you how I feel
i hide behind
timid smiles and
soft hellos
i'm afraid
if I ask you
"what do you think
of me?"
your reply will be
"i don't. "
I've spent hours contemplating
the words to say to you
but no combination
of twenty six different letters
could ever accurately capture
even a sliver of what this feeling is.
No love can hold me back
No words can reach me now
No hands can comfort me now
No lies can get me out
Cause
Your love
Your words
Your hands
Your lies
ONLY BROKE ME DOWN!
Memory
mother of the Muses:
"I remember, I remember", that
was my father
"and when you are older"
holding on/to words
for fear of losing his mind,
--meaning words
" you'll be
sorry one day"
But I was on
a roller coaster and
the rides on the house. The question mark
was too far out for me
nor did those jewels
arrayed along the shelves
went & going noise
create a swell in ground
audible
in walls surround us
mapping of words
heard thru water thru
sound
sounded to a state of going
: fish in water
presage movement a
passage
hole cut in wood
that fish in
birch shd look happy
that looking shd be seeing
as a fish is being
it's not something you did
It's something you said
that will always be stuck in my head
The words aren't flowing
because I'm not sure
if it's alright
to say what I'm thinking
I never had my last words, I was in the middle of sentence, in the middle of text, in the middle of composing my thoughts to say...
When star explodes, its billion times brighter than a sun. But that big supernova is how the star dies.
I guess its the same when a soul with too much words explodes, it cause
an utter silence.
They were amazed how she never speak
and try to show off all her beauty.
So words adorned her.
Oh how words adored silence!
As word's
Hurrytumble
I want to apologize
For everything I have ever done