11 PM Anxieties
I don't like being around my dad
Cause he made me walk the dog with him
And forced me to explain.
So I told him everything about Parker
And how he might never talk to me again.
I really hope he does,
Because I finally made him a name.
If Park never gets to hear it
I'll scream it in the rain.
Right now I'm hiding in my closet
Fighting an internal war.
It's me against anxiety-
My defenses suck so far.
