11 PM Anxieties

I don't like being around my dad Cause he made me walk the dog with him And forced me to explain. So I told him everything about Parker And how he might never talk to me again.

I really hope he does, Because I finally made him a name. If Park never gets to hear it I'll scream it in the rain.

Right now I'm hiding in my closet Fighting an internal war. It's me against anxiety- My defenses suck so far.