alpha ∞ omega — Summary

alpha & omega

beginnings without an end

meeting you was a blur of colour

for i was young then

but it will always come to an end

my heart will sew itself up and beat, once more

as the saying goes, "first loves never last"

for what matters are the loves you treasure after

you will never read this but if you ever do,

my pen still writes, and the pages continue to fill

i want you to know that no matter what

my story shall not end with you.

care still fills my heart,

for the tear stained pages will not deny, my naive

arms outstretched in open glory,

soul filled with nothing but youthful ignorance

but i will never forget you in my life;

as i will always remember

these memories will remain kept surely,

shelved aside, dusted pasts left behind

close to my heart.

as i choose to forge on.

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Written by akchiis, this is a poem about moving on from a first love. The speaker looks back on a relationship that began in a "blur of colour," when they were young and, by their own admission, naive. They accept that it ended, and they quote the old saying that first loves never last. Rather than dwelling on the hurt, they argue that what counts is the love you treasure afterward.

The speaker feels a mix of tenderness, sadness and quiet determination. There's no anger here. They still care, and the "tear stained pages" show the pain was real, yet they say their heart will "sew itself up." The poem imagines the other person will never read it, which gives it the feel of a private letter. The memories are "shelved aside, dusted," kept close but no longer controlling the present. The mood is wistful and calm, ending on a firm choice: to forge on.

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