"After All" — Summary

deeJune 30th, 2013Romantic

i had the sweetest dream about you Yesterday. You were wearing those clothes that show your strong muscles beneath your smooth skin and you had that crooked smile the one that first starts as a twitch of the corners of your lips and ends in this comical expression that gives me butterflies that rummage around in my stomach searching for some ounce of an opening so that to find their way out But I refuse. the butterflies can stay and flutter all day for all i care because they are a symbol that something is right in a world where things can go so Wrong. they are a symbol of the time we spent kissing under the cherry blossoms in the middle of the day. (or was it all just a dream) a reoccurring thought plants itself into my brain maybe you were a nightmare After all.

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The speaker wakes from a lovely dream about someone they care for: the strong arms, the smooth skin, and above all that crooked smile that starts as a twitch and spreads across the face. Just remembering it sets off butterflies in the stomach, and the speaker happily lets them stay. For them, the butterflies are proof that something good exists in a world where so much goes wrong.

The mood shifts near the end. The memory of kissing under cherry blossoms in broad daylight feels so perfect that the speaker starts to wonder if it ever happened. That small parenthetical question leads to a darker thought: maybe this person was a nightmare all along. The closing "After all" leaves that doubt hanging. The scattered, drifting line placement mirrors a mind half awake, unsure what is memory and what is dream. The poem moves from warmth and giddy longing to uneasy suspicion.

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