Seeing the mist again — Summary

Feng YanDreamy

I did not hear my childhood nickname When smoke rose from kitchen chimney Beside lake in foreign land Willow trees embankment, sun setting

Birds song heard as curling smoke was rising Smoke floating, drifting, as if from depths of my heart Going near and far, then lost without trace.

My steps cannot catch dispersing smoke Only my eyes can follow It is like dawn waiting for birds to wake. Secretly I call my nickname But cannot go back to my childhood

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The speaker stands by a lake in a foreign land, watching smoke rise from a kitchen chimney as the sun sets behind the willows. The scene is quiet and ordinary, but it stirs something deep. The opening line tells us what is missing: the speaker does not hear their childhood nickname, the name only family and old friends would use. Here, no one says it.

The smoke becomes the poem's main image. It drifts near and far, seems to rise "from depths of my heart," and then vanishes. The speaker cannot chase it, only watch it with their eyes, which suggests that the past works the same way: visible in memory, impossible to hold. In the last lines the speaker whispers their own nickname, but saying it does not carry them home.

The mood is gentle, wistful, and lonely. Nothing dramatic happens. The sadness comes from small things: a faint smoke trail, a silence where a name should be, and the quiet admission that childhood is out of reach.

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