bully pt.2

words stinging my heart my heart stopping eyes watering smile dropping

they said it once again

she's fat she's ugly she's smells her clothes are shit she's stupid

she's messy she's a bad friend no, terrible even worse, horrible

i don't mind really. i look into the mirror i lay my eyes over my body and see what the said

i see that i'm fat i'm ugly i'm a horrible friend but that's what bullies do

bullies shove words down your throat until you choke and scream for help. you turn purple from lack of air you turn purple from the pills you took.

"words kill" i was told they sure do because the girl i used to be is now dead and trapped inside of me

i once was able to eat i once was able to love life

but now that's impossible because they sit there and tell me things

things i don't want to hear because i want my name out i want me to be able to live but with them in my life i'm dead

"words kill" they said and i get as everyone looked at me laying dead in a casket being hulled down into the ground i bet they believed words kill