Lights Off — Summary

As a child, I was scared, I was stupid, And I only thought about myself. I always played fun games as a child, Like watch TV, Draw or color, Or play outside. When it got dark outside, I couldn't take a step out of indoors. I went into my cold bed, And my parents tucked me in. They turned off the lights, Except one tiny light, Which I never turned away from. I didn't like the dark. When the light was off, I would sing peacefully, I would think nicely, And I would close my eyes. I pressed my face into my Warm pillow, And I covered myself, And I was hidden. My eyes would get heavy, I would get sleepy, My legs would go numb, And I would sleep. When I awake, The bright morning Hides the darkness that Had haunted me. That haunts me even from now.

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Alistair Frey's "Lights Off" looks back at a childhood bedtime routine. The speaker remembers ordinary things, like watching TV, drawing, and playing outside, but the mood shifts once night comes. Outside is no longer safe, the bed is cold, and the one tiny light left on is something the speaker never looks away from. Once the lights go off, the child sings, thinks "nicely," and hides under the covers, as if these small habits could keep the fear away.

The ending changes everything. Morning seems to wipe the darkness away, but the last line says it "haunts me even from now." The speaker is no longer a child, yet the fear has stayed. The plain, simple language makes the poem feel honest, almost like a confession. The mood is quiet and tender at first, then uneasy. The darkness may be a literal childhood fear, but the poem hints that it has grown into something larger the speaker still carries.

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