To HIM.

Why did you say that? Why did you say those hurtful words? What did I do wrong? Did you care about me at all? If you say no to that question, Then all those text messages, All those facebook messages, The card from February 14th, Was a lie. A LIE. I can handle a lie. I’ve done that before. But from you, It will be harder. I thought you were different. I thought you wouldn’t hurt me. Looks like I was wrong. Again. You said to me, “I promise you I won’t run away.” Well. You broke your promise. You’re running away from me. To someone else. Someone you have already been with. A girl with another man’s baby in her. Did you even think? Did you even think about How your decisions affect others? Have you ever thought about others? And how your decisions affect them? Did you think about how I would feel? No. You didn’t. You only thought about your feelings. And how they were stronger with your past. It hurts me, So much, To be around you. You can’t even imagine How much I’m hurting from this. But I will never show you. I won’t give anyone The satisfaction Of seeing me weak. Vulnerable. Out of control. NEVER.