Waiting forever,
For her return.
Sitting besides,
A grave.
Mind filled,
Thoughts of her.
Maybe she could've,
Been saved.
Singing a quiet,
Lonely song.
About a girl,
Who lost her heart.
Her existence,
Became wrong.
So she ran,
To the dark.
Missing from 'home',
Parents searching.
Can't look back,
Now I'm running.
Sirens in the distance,
Calling me there.
I grin at the pitiful,
Attempt at care.
I don't give a damn,
If they say they love me.
When all is dark,
Their true feeling I see.
And I know I can't,
Go telling people.
Why do they need,
To see how I weaken?
It leaves me in the morning and returns at night.
Sometimes pleasant, other times unwelcome.
It loves the sun but resents how bright.
It takes away my soul, when darkness beckons.
Sometimes returning it as I wake.
Sometimes keeping it until the next day.
The next week.
The next year.
It wasn't coming back.
It floods a room,
Exposing lies.
It shows you that day has arrived.
It chases shadows,
It reveals dreams,
It shows you what darkness cannot see.
It pierces the clouds,
That cover us.
Burning all I have to trust.
Be gone, light,
From this dark heart.
I have too many hidden scars.
Don't show them,
What I have concealed.
For I will drown in my own tears.
I'm just a random girl
Who is lost
in her own thoughts
I'm a failed teenager
With a disoriented life
I'm such a mess that
Even I can't find
the old me
I'm just a immature girl
Who erased her old self
And now everything
remaining In her is
emptiness and dark
My love , I'm scared
Please find me
I'm here sunken
In this sea of sorrows
Please search for me
I'm here lost
In my own mind
I'm buried into
This darkness inside
My heart
Listen my love
I'm scared
Please find me
oh firefly i'd rather die than ever say i love you
because i already know
my darkness is not meant for you
oh firefly
my darling firefly
i would only kill your glow
and leave teardrops everywhere
as you fall through the air
oh firefly i'd rather die so this must be goodbye
"Why? How could you...why?!"
"You deserve better."
"Don't! You don't get to say that! I want you!"
"I know. I know."
A child holding out, crying out,
Lantern dying, tightly clutched,
The endless night does fast approach;
They fear what lies beyond that ghostly veil.
Fighting the will to disappear
Among the countless grains of sand
Crashing waves against a bunker still
As they do see no more, no more.
Riddled with holes in memories yet to be;
Life flowing from every scratch,
Every fleeting moment passing through,
As the light within does slowly dim.
For what had they held for?
To feel the wind, to see the stars once more?
Perhaps. But that matters little now.
The darkness comes, the darkness comes.
I feel my heart flutter in my chest
Its normally quite dead
But somehow
She managed to start it again
I don't take these days for granted
For I know my time is fleeting
I have to make the most if this
Because I know in the bottom of my heart
You'll never be mine
We don't have anything
Nothing but our memories
But even they are washed away
By the Lost Sea
It doesn't matter how much you or I try
Using what little strength I have left
I sit up in these white sheets
Yeah , you are a monster
You eat my brain
You drink my mind
You live in there
Yep, you give me troubles
You make my head burst
You made me a psycho
You never left me
That's why my dear darkness
You are my best friend.
I was in awe whenever she smiled.
Not because of how chalk-white
her nice teeth were, but how her smile always found a way
to be an accurate representation of perfection and innocence.
I mean...no matter how dark it was in my life,
She would simply smile
and everything dark would be devoured by the light illuminating from it.
Pushed into a dark hole,
Unable to find my way out,
Farther down the hole I fall,
Not knowing when I'll stop,
Numbness fills my body,
Pain has overtaken me,
Unable to walk, travel, work,
Wishing I was unable to breathe,
I fall further down the hole,
My mood does likewise,
Seemingly hitting rock bottom,
Until I saw your face,
A light shines through,
A rope is thrown down,
As I climb to the top,
What I felt was lost has been found,