Together in the round house
we were merry and good-natured;
alone, a melancholy violin
called me to supper.
sitting alone in the dirt another’s bed
My mind was
another ear
with no one
to read to it,
an ache taken
for a walk.
It was dark
in my closet.
open table
the moon takes every seat
makes the glassware glisten
and the cutlery glitter
or is this not linen
are we not in the aftermath of a feast
listen to the distant grief
of an abandoned dog
alone yet locked in orbit
who wouldn’t howl
just one drink
catching a cranefly
in mid-air
how many months now
since I’ve held someone
missing you
the morning after
a hard frost
breath measured out
in small white clouds
buzzing
what the rattlesnake sees
in infrared
ah just to touch
that velvety skin
floating leaves
The earth has water older than
the sun, scientists say. I’ll never
see rain the same way again,
or hear it tap on the roof
at 4:00 a.m. and not wonder
what other skies it has fallen from,
what other oceans it once also
returned to as if going home.
Scientists say they’re more certain
than ever that planets
throughout the cosmos harbor this
resident alien. And remembering
how many times the eye
has evolved on Earth alone,
I listen to the drumming
on the roof and imagine
The tree without birds
is like a book without vowels
a mind without focus
a heart without tides.
Its limbs remain desolate
in the thick of summer.
It puts out leaves
but forgets to bloom
& its transactions with fungi
are strictly economic,
never lead to any
tempting truffle.
The wind plays it
like a mechanical instrument.
In bluest January
it doesn’t even remember
Starving and unsatisfied
Everyone is slowly rotting
Trapped in decaying flesh
Time is lost in every moment
Till we burn out and nothing is left
The sweet illusions of love
Like a lucid dream
Feels so real
And then your life is ripped from your fingers
Time passes like water tricking down a stream
Like a balloon a child lets go
The enjoyment floats into the great nothing
We keep awake at night, wondering
Painful nothings fade away
And we face the real questions
Is love just a chemical reaction
I walk away, along the riverbank
thinking that I'll be okay,
never to return, footsteps
that lead away from the city lights
and no one can tell me to stay
because no one's in my head,
and no one sees myself like I do.
No one knows my fate,
and no one sees the journey I face.
If they did, they'd turn away,
losing hope for me,
but who is there to say
there's no more hope for me?
Next day, I look around to see
just how far I came,
never to return, footsteps
i accidentally wrote a love poem
and gave it to my friend
but i didn't mean it that way
i hope our friendship doesn't end
sometimes I feel like an idiot
and today just proves it's true
i should never had made that poem
and really shouldn't have given it to you
so now i'm crying on my bedroom floor
wishing i could turn back time
cause it'd make me never write it
and i'd forget that note of mine
but time only moves forward
i wish it wasn't so
i'll just stop talking now
and we can both exist- alone
I like to write poems so that I can be heard.
Because no one will listen to a person who doesn't like to use a phone,
Or go out in public much- It's all so much and I'd like to be able to-
Or watch tiktok all day instead of reading.
But it's okay, because I'll email if you respond!
And I'm a pretty good friend.
That shoulder you cried on?
That was me.
So it's okay that I'm mostly alone,
Because I love everyone anyways.
Shy as can be
With no friends
Everyone in Elementary
Laughed and called him names
Not one was nice
There was a little gentle man
The same boy as before
Now in Junior High
But still no friends
More hateful people
But blocked it out from the music in his headphones
There was a gentle man
Same a before
Now in High School
Still treated like crap
But more and more