Do not come to me,
You will get hurt,
My hand are shaking,
Seeing you like this,
With no tears in me,
No hug for the morning,
Everything gone.
Gone from our sight,
I am gone in your heart,
Let them take me,
Do not take my hand,
Even i said i want it,
Aware,
Do not ever take my hand,
Just hate me,
Like the amount you love me,
When the sun rises I hope to be by your side
I hope you be with you watching the sky
I hope we'll be together for a long time
But I know that's selfish and it's not fine
So just for a little bit I want you to be mine
Hold me close and whisper in my ear
Comfort me with sweet empty words
Tell me you love me even if it a lie
Keep your secrets from me if you want
Don't kiss me, just hug me
You don't need to force yourself to smile alot
You can act like how you would normally
But don't hurt me, I've been through enough
Just let me bask in the warmth of another
There are things i dont want you to hear
Most of them are about you
The rest of them are about me.
Im gonna say them here
I love you
I hated you
I want to hate you
I need to hate you but i cant
I need to leave this place
I cant
I need to leave you
I cant
I want to die
I want to be free
I cant
I dont want this anymore
When will you see i was always there for you
When will you see me crying in my bed room
When will you see me on my own
When will you see me how i see you
When will you see me staring at you
When will you see me looking at you then at myself and frowning
When will you see me as me and not as just another girl
I can tell you what I think, I'm just scared
I can do what I want to, I'm just scared
scared of what you might say
what you might do
I'm scared that you're gonna give up like the others
that you are gonna leave me
that you'll turn around and never look back
I knew it would happen at some point
I just didn't think it would be this soon
I'm sorry but I left first without a proper goodbye
I hate myself for that
I'm just scared
because I love you
not because I don't want to
I do
its just you hurt me and I cant stay away from you
its like your the drug bringing me back
keeping me alive
and I need more of you
I cant quit you
I want to hate you
I just cant
I love you,
I know you don't love me back
I wish you did
I'm still confused
I don't know why
you told me clear as day
"I like you"
did I take it the wrong way
did I get my hopes up
did I think to quickly
I love you
you don't love me back
I will never fall for you again
Or maybe i will
Maybe i already have
Maybe its what im telling myself
Maybe thats what i will always tell myself
I have told myself from the first day i fell for you
Never again
Why does it have to be like this
Its been 6 years
Why cant we see each other
I want to see you
You want to see me
Whats stopping us
I know
Distance
Distance is keeping us apart
Im sorry
I just dont understand anymore
11:11, make a wish
I made a wish
my wish was you
you made a wish to
it was about me, you said
I wondered and wondered until I had enough courage to ask
you said 'I wished for a phone so I could call you'
I was shocked, I told you that I want things to go my way
but in actual fact I wished to see you
like I always do
I would never tell you though
because I'm to scared to
I love you, you just don't know
I thought I knew
I thought I had it planned
I thought that maybe one thing is going to plan
I was wrong
You came along and everything changed
You made me feel hot faced
Blushing with every smile
Every laugh
Every everything
But I thought I knew
I thought I planned and I didn't
I didn't