Barefoot on the silky sand of
the beach of days and nights,
I wade quietly through the lively breeze
beneath our northern lights.
I put my hand before my lips,
and soften a sweet sweet song;
I raise my head to our resonance
scattering where we belong.
Far away on another land he
hikes the hills of his quiet contemplation;
Remembering how it was, he and I, he
reminisces beyond sweet infatuation.
The wind coolly caresses his senses,
awakening a resonating melody;
He sees me wading on that beach
of the summer’s Alaskan city.
We exchange smiles once a week
and that's enough to make me happy
I picture us holding hands
and walking through meadows
I picture us kissing on New Years
and dancing at balls
I write of us cuddling
and sharing memories
but the saddest part of this phenomenon
Is that it is not real
I write of our love story
because in reality we are nothing more than strangers
I told you the day you stopped cutting,
I would too.
You stopped for me,
but I couldn't stop for you.
There's no more slits on my wrists,
that's because I moved onto my hips.
I tried to quit,
but I feel more pain with the razor not letting me ache.
I couldn't keep the clean meter high,
I tried to flush the blades and say, "Goodbye."
I tried to end an era of tears and sorrow,
but I just kept on hoping there would be no tomorrow.
I love you more than anything else,
so I lie about the bleeding and the issues with my health.
Because while I know the only way you'll be fine,
Is if I am too.
The conscious man is dead
Buried alive
So brutally, he dug his own grave
All for his love
Everything about her engulfed him
If he had known he would never have danced
If he had known he wouldn't he sung in the rain
If he had known he would have listened
When she told him not to love.
I am a vague illusion
I am a lie you tell yourself that you never truly believe
Our love was like a dream to you
The type you can't remember
The time we spent together
Was that also role playing to you
And what's that's about love
You say it doesn't exist?
How long did it take to memorize that line
I'm finally here
Yet you insist I don't exist.
I stared
She was with him
Places he promised to take me
Everybody seemed to like the skinny little replica more than the real person
She was greedy
She took him
My future and dreams
My hopes and friends
And claimed them
Here she was vowing to be there through good and bad
Isn't it funny and unfair that I was only necessary during the hard times
Now all I could do was stare at the perfect couple.
Am I not just the perfect wife
I quietly watched you play your game while I sat in a corner and drank up my sorrow
I'm sorry my love
I just got tired of your games
I grew tired of you
Rest in peace my beloved
You said it'll be fun
You toyed with my feelings
Played with my trust
I played along
I played this cruel game of yours
Now I'm better
How does it feel to lose to a girl.
Never would I have thought
I would lay calmly in your arms
Never would I imagine
I'd choose you over sleep
To be frank
No sane person would have imagined
Of laying in a stranger's arms
But with every word, every breath you took in
I felt closer to you than ever
You made my imagination go wild
You were right
I am in love.
Love is compared to a rainbow
Beautiful
Colourful
Having no beginning or an end
But our love can also be compared to a rainbow
Beautiful to the mere man
Having no beginning or an end
For it is non existent.
There is the sun and then it's gone
The rain and it's all gone
Without a trace
There's the bright stars now fading
And there's our love
I fear it'll fade too.
I hate that I hate you
And I can't change that
It hurts that I miss you
But it hurts more to admit that I love you.