And here was I
Having to draw someone
And dreaming of drawing you
Of representing your beauty
And there I found myself
Dreaming of how you would like me
Dreaming of you adoring my imperfections
Dreaming of you treating me like a princess
And at that time was I
Imagining you look at me run
Imagining you dreaming of me
Wanting you to come to me
And even when I didn't want to
Suddenly the songs were for you
Suddenly I was writing for you
But I know damn well I'm not in love
And suddenly I found me in here
Wishing you were thinking of me
Or at the very least
Looking at me
A pain in my chest
Too strong to deal with,
I try to cut it out.
Saved by a loved one
But sent away to be with the insane
I tried to get better,
Listening to the others like me,
Helping when I could.
I stopped thinking about her,
At least to the extent I had before.
Most thoughts were of memories,
The good times we had shared,
Not the bad
I has happier though I missed her greatly.
But then the world came back,
The flashing lights,
I can't get you out of my head when I know I should,
They say I should forget you but only If I could.
You're always on my mind,
Even when you're un-kind.
She's all that you think about,
But you still have a doubt.
You asked me for advice about her,
But I'm sorry, Sir.
I can't help you there.
I was too caught up in the dance,
That I almost missed my chance.
I nearly skipped a beat,
Trying to compete.
I know right now she is the one for you,
But if only my heart would believe it was true.
i see you smiling,
and cant help but smile too.
you were my best friend,
but times have changed.
And now your with him.
the man i used too love.
i wish you the best,
and hope you dont get hurt,
the way i did.
Trapped in between.
Leave or stay.
Leave,
your heart will be broke.
Stay,
my heart will be broke.
Don't you miss me?
Just asking,
cause
i miss you.
I don't like this world.
But if living will make you happy,
Then I will live for you,
Forever.
I seek with heart and soul
For a shiver of love
To run its bony claws
along my broken spine
my hand reaches
for that shining flame
and my fingers graze
its blazing core
yet I am unable to grasp it
I only burn my fingers
I take your hand in mine
And whisper the language of love to you
my friend
You look at your hand in mine
And listen to the fluid language I speak
But shake your head
“My friend,
I do not speak that language”
I walk through life
With your shadow casting beside me
I wished that neither I spoke the language of love
But I do. And you don’t
My thoughts filter through the noise of the train
My hand whispers along the railing
On the other side
You wave at me and smile
My heart throbs
As I play with your lips
beating slowly
Breathing fast
With a twist of my tongue I give me away
Luckily, I get you in return
Our fingers entwine and our eyes meet
A story is told
And only we know
How it goes.