I'm giving up on my own kingdom just to let another person become the queen
you had everything i'd dreamt of
the day we met doesn't mean anything to me anymore
Unbeknownst love,
All-powerful love,
You, the reason of our existence,
You, the force of our connection.
Life-giving love,
Enlightening love,
Star on this way of life,
Sun in this Andalucian Path.
You are not as beautiful as they say,
You challenge us to accept,
Each day a new surprise,
For which we better be prepared.
Oh love, don't leave me,
I need your force beside my lungs,
Stay by my side and give me life,
Just like this, my beloved love song.
Your walls,
I don't like them!
Take them down.
Let me drown you.
We're not good for each other.
Leave each other,
Broken in the rain
And kiss
Later in the day.
Let me break you,
I beg you.
I'll be gentle when I kill you slowly,
With my love.
You never realized,
That I could've been your number one
You drop words so easily,
Not knowing their weight.
You said the wrong thing
And now I'm going insane.
Sure you don't realize.
But I'm still here.
A version you killed,
And a version I made.
I'm perfect so see me.
Don't be so rude.
I try hard to tell you,
But you always leave the room.
Oh my god,
How did I stoop so low?
To find myself at your beck and call.
Your regrets,
Give them to me.
Let me feel thier weight,
Crush my back and bury me in the sand.
Your pains and struggles,
Give them to me.
Let me know what it's like to be hurt,
And not have enough space to breath.
Your love,
Give it to me.
I beg of you let me know what it feels like,
To stay in your arms all night.
I can't express it more.
I can't shout from the mountains anymore,
Because I have lost my voice.
So please. Please.
I wish you would realize,
That I'm so alone,
Its amazing I'm still alive.
I always thought that our
Endless paragraphs would last forever,
But then I came across a full stop.
How is it that I let you in so far?
That everytime I hear my phone,
I'm broken even more because it not you.
God know how much it hurts.
I'm a fool for thinking it will change,
That we'll grow back to our old ways.
So I wrote this for you.
And I hope it finds you well.
Because what i truly want to say is
I'm scared.
The water churns
Fish swarming
Bugs hopping
Yet in the middle of the pond,
Lies a serene water lily
The fish jump around,
stirring the surface.
The alligator lies at the bottom,
Springing on anything that comes nye
Yet in the midst of chaos,
Remains the water lily,
Silent and still.
Words cannot describe it's beauty,
Only the through the eyes of the onlooker.
Sought after by many,
The water lily becomes weary.
It's nothing
My life is nothing
My other half is gone
I miss you so much it hurts
It hurts so much just to think about you
To think about how much I miss you
I want to cry
I want to scream
I want to forget how much I miss you
I want to scream and cry and hope that you hear me
I'm not that smart
Yet you value kindness over intelligence
I'm not that pretty
Yet you love every part of my body
I do stupid things
Yet you think they're silly, simple and
easy-to-make mistakes
I'm such a cry baby
Yet you believe it's nothing wrong with being over-sensitive
I'm not perfect
Yet you believe I am perfect
I say mean things
Yet you forgive me
I was a fool
Yet you believe I didn't know better
I hate myself
I'm fine
At least for now
I know I tell you this many times
But I am truly fine
I'm okay
Because you're with me today