Every day is exactly the same,
I get up and get dressed,
I talk to all the people who secretly hate me,
I drone on through school,
Then I get home,
I sleep till it’s night,
Then sleep hours more,
I wake up again,
And I put on my clothes,
I go through the same thing as the day before,
It gets a bit old
Did you forget I was here,
I’m just a shadow again,
No one notices my tears,
Not even my friends,
Did you forget I exist,
Its okay I do too,
I can make a long list,
Of the things I’ve been through,
To the brink of death,
I still haven’t returned,
And I won’t forget,
The lesson I’ve learned
Red sight blurs my vision,
The needle falls, it’s done the killing,
I scream again, a cry for help,
But no one comes.
Fresh tears fall, tear out my hair,
Looking for pain to keep me there,
Clinging onto life, I scream for help
But no one comes.
I pray to God to take me away,
So tired of life I cannot stay,
I plead for death I scream for help,
But no one comes.
So tired, so sleepy all the time
I’m not hungry I guess I won’t eat
I don’t want to talk I’m in a bad mood
But I can’t feel at all
I’m a drone going through life
Not caring weather I come or go
I’m not hungry again I guess I won’t eat
Depression kills you if you ever meet
To my father
To the love of my life
To my aunt
To her daughter
Is heaven this bright
To my brother
To my cousin
To my friends
To my uncles
To my grandma
To my grandpa
Is heaven so white
To the doctors
To the nurses
Why did you not let me go
People here need you
it was the best time of the year
hanging up the christmas lights, decorating the christmas tree
joy and excitement filled my heart just like it did yours
always at that time of the year
though this time it came along with a hinge of sadness
I love you and I will miss you
it was our last christmas
Just lend me an ear
And allow me
To let the words flow.
All I need is to tell
Someone what's inside.
All I need is to speak
And have you
Just Listen.
Just sit down
And let me do the talking.
All I need is to let my emotions go.
And shred a few tears
All I need is to let it all go
And have you
Just Listen.
Lend me an ear,
I need it for a while.
Say not a thing,
Then let me talk for a while.
Everything has been kept in
Never being released until now.
She sits alone,
In an endless cycle
Of pain and misery
From her deepening depression.
Crimson carves a trail
Over tender skin
And drips to the ground.
Winter's bitter cold
Nips at her rosy cheeks
But no one notices
Her empty shadow.
Pain, she believes,
Makes her feel.
Anything to distract
Her from her own thoughts.
She sits alone
Wishing you were here again.
Wishing I could see again.
Wishing the for the blinding light.
Wishing for your concern once more.
You lied to me,
I knew it so,
Yet my love never failed you once.
You hated me.
I knew it so,
But not once have you left my heart.
You never will.
I wish I could here those words again.
But you left before I could
Hear them twice.
Wishing you were here again.
Wishing we had that fight again.
What's the point in speaking,
if your words don't hold the truth.
The point for comfort shall
never fulfil the desire.
What's the point in our love,
when it a simple one way street?
The point: It's over,
For my love for you is gone.
What's the point in ending,
when we never even began?
You said you'd never leave.
But, here I stand. Alone.
When you're across the line.
I never thought I'd run solo.
But, here I stand. Alone.
Why is no one by my side?
You said your love would never did.
But, here I stand. Alone.
Where there's nothing left but hate.
I never knew the world could be so dark.
But, here I stand. Alone.
What else will only force me down?
You said we'd always be.
But, here I stand. Alone.
Who else is there to fear?
I never wanted this.