I have a secret-
everybody knows it,
or, at least that's what I
Think.
He doesn't know.I Want him to, but
would he freak out?
Would that "best friend
Love" still be shared?
Or would he brush me
off, and leave me behind
aching, longing for
Him?
We use and abuse each other
Why do we carry on?
You are my strengh, but you point out my weakness
I am your rock, but I point out your flaws
We rip at each other, our words like talons and claws
You want a princess to make your wife, a maiden so fair
But I'm more of a kitchen hand
Fairy tales are not true, Peter Pan you're a fool
You can go back to your Neverland
Leave me in Wonderland
For I do not want a boy
I need a man
Dust to dawn she waits,
For her sun to rise
The beauty that he holds,
Words unable to describe
Soft pinks and baby blues
Catch her breath, she's Memorized
Dark reds and purples
Light the sky,
Its almost time for bed
Her heart fills with sorrow,
At the thought he must go
But
She'll dream of his colours,
Till she see's him again
In the morrow
As we walk
Down the street
Me in your hoodie
And a smile on my face
With the rain falling
And the splash of the cars
The kiss can not wait
So you kiss my cheek
We laugh
As we go down the street
Take a right
There's a bright sky
The smiles show
The rain can be nice
With me and you
When holding hands
As the rain falls
Harder and harder
So does my love
For you
Pouring out
As much as the rain
On this cloudy night
Raindrops falling
Like how I fall in love.
It never stops
Till the end of a storm.
Love never dies within my soul
Must be why I like the rain.
Love is like a rainy day
There is a overflow of sadness
But also comes,
A nice calm day.
Love won't die in my life
Like the rain doesn't stop
Till it reaches its end.
I tried to say 'I miss you' through every hug.
I tried to say 'I love you' through every kiss.
I tried to say 'I need you' everytime I locked you in my arms.
But you didn't understand. Never.
And I, never knew why.
Until one day I dived into your eyes.
I saw the sorrow danced and cried.
I saw no more stars shine so bright.
I saw myself on you.
And I, knew why.
We were broken souls intertwined.
We barely knew how to fix each other.
We fought to find remedy that once we believed it did exist in our string.
This is love.
This is also tragedy.
Let me love you painfully.
Do you love the sky,
or the color blue
Do you love me,
or the things I do
My kind of unrequited love is
to love you with braveness
to create the cloud above your head
With your tears stream down
my rain will fall
only to you and hide your pain
My kind of unrequited love is
to watch the sky uniting in your palms
I'll fly higher than the stars
and put my love in between
so that you can feel it tonight
as a lone luster in the sky
It will become your companion
for here i am dreaming the edge of horizon
I remember your touch warm as fire.
I can remember your voice soft and calm.
I can remember my love for you strong as I can be.
I remember the places you would tell me about. As far as the minds eye would let me see.
I remember crying out for help, and seeing you.
But it's only memories, a time lost only in my mind.
I try to give that warm touch to others like you did for me.
I speak with a voice quiet and sweet.
I show people that it's okay to love still.
I tell the people of places I have never truly seen with my eyes,
but instead with me heart.
I listen to those who cry out for help and being there for them to see.
I do this to be closer to thee.
I only have one request
That we remember who we were
Our perception was blurred
Our subconscious could see clearly
That there was nothing left
Our walls came tumbling down
Our hearts slid to our sleeves
It felt as though the ground had parted from our feet
In this moment we were left utterly weightless
The safety we had been searching for was found
We created a home within our hearts
The only flaw are our faulty keys
for we never keep them attached to you or me
They dissolved within our bloodstream
We promised to stay this way when reality restarts
Slowly as the sun comes up
Now the days have come
where i find myself thinking about you momentarily
i wont say you have been completely erase from my time span or long term memory
but there are times where happy moments of us replays
and i'm grateful
you were able to share those ones with me
to our forever that never happened
i hope the days to come
we'll never meet again