stomach ache
i dont want to wake up
start thinking and stay up,
open my eyes and get lost,
dry up my tears and be locked,
stay positive and look up,
be self aware and give up,
I just want to go back...
I dont want to wake up.
Sad poems
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honesty
No, you don't have to laugh,
You don't have to know...
I won't make you smile,
Not if you don't want...
I see that you're hurt,
I see that you know...
You do want to smile,
But you're afraid to...
I will cry with you,
Like she did before...
You're afraid I know,
To say it out loud...
You don't want it yet,
And that is still fine...
I don't fault you now,
It truly was rough...
Four
I see the way, that I have hurt you.
I see the way, how I didn't love you.
I see the way, where I have lost us.
If only I could earn your forgiveness...
I'll tell our sister, that she's precious.
I'll tell our mother, how we love her.
I'll tell our father, that he's enough.
And I'll tell myself how sorry I am...
Love and Pain
It's so painful,
Leaving my web of protection and warmth,
and going into a foreign land
That only comes with darkness in the dense woods.
But much to my dismay, I must leave.
Just like a spider leaves it's web when necessary.
Tears as an expression of a form of love so pure,
That they do not want to be seen.
Only the ones that have been brought up with warmth and love withhold it.
It is not to be spoken of; for it fears to be expressed,
Because it is a weakness that none would like to showcase.
10/31/15
Halloween. The night of the pumpkins, ghosts and vampires.
I am haunted tonight
Haunted by your ghost
And everytime it screams
I screem too but
This creature inside me is louder than my mind
I teake a deep breath, take my keys and leave this house
Walking down the streets, towards the little lakes, I look up to the evening sky
I see clouds, birds, stars
And the moon too
I start whispering
Words that come to my mouth
The cold autmn air
Turns my breath into steam:
"Love me
Like you love the sky
Pain
Forgive my call
I couldn't fathom your words.
They pierced my being and
Ached my throat
How could my response arrive,
When my hearing impaired
By your words.
I couldn't fathom your words
As they clenched my heart
And tore my mind
I was a while away
From getting to the end
When my feet became motionless
I couldn't fathom your words
That which stealthily captured my faculties
As I tried to keep my hands still
Deadly Alive
Fell in ditches, rose, fell,...
then you came...picked me, held me, raised my esteem, replenished my pride...then I hit the ground hard on my face only to see you laughing at my fall...
It all happened when we first met at the sacred junction,
Where you ripped me apart,
And ventured into my deeper self
You whispered words of possession,
Which now sounds like bloody torture
You kissed my head off a dozen times,
Which now feels like deep, nasty knife stab
You slid your tongue through my spine
Which now feels like I've been cut open
You captured the very thing that keeps me alive,
Now, I'm dead... but my mind is still wandering...
Now I know I'm dead...
Alone-Lost
It's now me,again,as always
I thought I heard you call my name
I thought I heard you say you'd stay
I thought I heard you say I'm yours,
And it's now forever us
It's now me,again,as always
Probably you mentioned those words,
Yeah, three, simple, precise, yet deep
Probably the moist feel I received on my cheek,
Was moist,cold tear dripping down
It's now me,again,as always
I should think that warm, lovely sensational touches
Were those of hot coals my brain tricked me of
I should think those affectionate winks
Were those of diseased eye twitches
All that is left of you has turned sour,
FINE
So beautiful words
Words I often use
Words I often want to refuse
'I'm fine'
My biggest lie
But my biggest fight
Fight to be
I tend to say yes
When asked if I feel that way
I tend to hide in the word
Lacking in bravery
Hopefully one day I'll be brave
Brave enough to say the truth
The truth I live
And wish I didn't
Cause I say I'm fine
BETTER
I say I'm better
Don't know if it's true
Don't know if it's a lie
But I still say things are looking brighter
Maybe this better is temporary
Maybe it's an illusion
But I wanna embrace it
Even if I know it's lost time
Sometimes I feel like I'm no better
I feel like the progress is gone
And I just wanna lay
Lay and cry the feeling away
And this better might end soon
Maybe in the night
While I look at the moon
With the thoughts I always fight
BOTHER
You bother me
Them with you bother me
Your person bothers me
Your acts bother me
And all that bother
Makes me feel like I'm a bother
And I hate being a bother
But your toxicity makes me feel like I'm always a bother
Your toxicity kills me
And your toxicity bothers me so much
I became a bother
My actions are a bother
My feelings are a bother
My person is the bother
YOU MIGHT
You might know my name
You might know my face
You might know my gender
You might know my sexuality
But you don't know who I am
You might know my favorite color
You might know my favorite food
My favorite movie or series
My favorite singer
But you don't know my essence
You might know my happiness
You might know my sadness
You might know my suffering
You might know my crush
But you don't know my feelings,
My thoughts
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