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if i did something differently
would she still have done it
take all those pills
to numb her pain
if i was there for her
like i promised
would she be happy today.
i don't know.
Poems on the topic: pain
Poems on the topic “pain” on Poets.by.
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Regret was I never thought of even when you left me alone
Pain was all I felt when I was alone
Happiness was there but only hiding behind the pain
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SMILE....
I tell myself to smile everyday knowing that the pain is deep within
I tell myself to smile because I know that no one will care about my pain
I tell myself to smile because its not worth crying
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Breathe normally. In. Out. Repeat.
My lungs hurt. I am getting ill.
My eyes want to rest, want to close all the time.
I am tired.
But I must not sleep, I must stay awake, stay lovely, stay pretty.
I must stay intact in order to not start burning
When I touch this area of my mind
Where I locked the memories of you
Do you know this moment
It's summer, it's hot
You were swimming and you're wet
You're searching for a place to lay down on the ground
And than you sit down and immediately jump up again
Because you burned your back
Every time I remember what we had
I get burned
Pain
Forgive my call
I couldn't fathom your words.
They pierced my being and
Ached my throat
How could my response arrive,
When my hearing impaired
By your words.
I couldn't fathom your words
As they clenched my heart
And tore my mind
I was a while away
From getting to the end
When my feet became motionless
I couldn't fathom your words
That which stealthily captured my faculties
As I tried to keep my hands still
NEVER THERE
You talk
You joke
You turn around
You walk away
You don't look back
But maybe you should
And see
What you never did before
I hope one day
You'll look back
And see
How your joke
Affected me
But for now
You just keep making it all
Never looking back
Confusion
I want to talk to you but how can I?
I'm still broken
Although I'm getting better
How can I talk to you,
When your mind is still a muddle
And you don't know what you want?
It would only end in more pain,
Pain for you and for me,
Brought about by our mutual confusion.
Oh how I wish that I could talk to you,
That I could hold you in my arms.
Lay with you looking up at the stars.
I hate what has happened to us.
I hate that you won't talk to me.
I hate that I cannot bring myself to utter the first words.
I hate that I am afraid to...
Letting go
A pain in my chest
Too strong to deal with,
I try to cut it out.
Saved by a loved one
But sent away to be with the insane
I tried to get better,
Listening to the others like me,
Helping when I could.
I stopped thinking about her,
At least to the extent I had before.
Most thoughts were of memories,
The good times we had shared,
Not the bad
I has happier though I missed her greatly.
But then the world came back,
The flashing lights,
For once
For once i'm happy,
but then you find away,
away to bring me down,
down to the ground.
where you and me are equal,
where you can cause me pain.
Where i can never be happy.
So long as your around.
So long as your smiling,
I can never smile too
it hurts
It didnt hurt back then,
but it sure hurts now.
Now that i know i'm leaving,
But not just for a day.
This time i'm leaving for good.
I Love Him
He said he loved me
He really didn't.
He lied, he poked, he punched and hurt me.
He hates me.
I love him
But he doesn't love me.
It's funny how I can care so much about a person
Who wouldn't care if I fell off the face of the earth
They say this kind of love is wrong
That it's bad.
And maybe it is
Hopefully things will change
Hopefully he'll be right there for me
Maybe even love
But certainly not now
IT STUCK
People ask around
"How are you? "
"How was your day?"
I used to be honest
But life wasn't easy on me
It taught me to love with all my heart
But to suffer for it
twice as hard
But life wasn't the only one
Others also taught me a lot
But most times what stuck
Was what hurt
My parents and brother...
They taught me a lot,
But what stuck?
It stuck that I talk too fast
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